It was only a dream, she thought—
her husband standing naked
in the hallway, a cry from the animal
before it collapsed on the ground,
blood spattering on the Persian rug.
Oh, the cleanup it would need,
and where to dispose of such a large
beast? Was it a moose, an elk
with its palmed horn and pendulous
muzzle, a hanging dewlap shaped
like a bell? It seemed lost, staring
through the darkness. Its large ebony
eyes reflecting light, like her mother’s,
unwavering and brave, or was it
a beckoning for help, a plea for rescue
before the inevitable—the way it paused
and waited like a symbol in a folktale.
Her husband fumbled with a handful
of bullets, aiming his gun and pulling
the trigger. All the while, she wanted
to run to it, caress its body, tug
its soft head close against her
warm breast, tell it to turn, and go
back to the forest.

Carol Lynn Stevenson Grellas graduated from Vermont College of Fine Arts with an MFA in Writing. She is a thirteen-time Pushcart Prize nominee and a seven-time Best of the Net nominee. She has served as editor-in-chief for both the Tule Review and The Orchards Poetry Journal and was a former member of the Board of Directors for Women’s Wisdom Art, an organization in Sacramento that supports women’s wellness through creativity in all forms. Her latest poetry collections, Handful of Stallions at Twilight (Finishing Line Press) and A Shared and Sacred Space (Kelsay Books), were both released in the summer of 2024.

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