San. Ybel 

On our island there was no high school.
I thought about it every grocery trip
as I settled into gray fabric seats
saturated with dried ocean,
knowing one day I would be very familiar
with the hour-long drive to the mainland.

Watching the palms whip by
from the backseat window,
I imagined learning to drive across these sandswept streets
and growing into adolescence with the sprouting mangroves.

I swayed with each turn, anticipating the forks in the road,
passing rows of thatched bungalows
before there was the gulf,
green and never ending,
and I pressed my face to the glass.

We flew across the water,
skipping like a rock from island to island
as I pictured myself, older, behind the wheel
as I swam upstream against the snowbirds
while the sun scraped the horizon.

But those were dreams from
before the causeway tumbled into the ocean,
concrete crashing on white-capped waves
and settling between the seashells.


A. J. Frantz is from Detroit and is currently the William T. Battrick Poetry Fellow at Oberlin College. Her work has appeared in Folio, Meniscus, Prime Number Magazine, ellipsis, and elsewhere.

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