All my fears live
in my dreams and in real life
underground. Each fear
has a name
I speak aloud
each day when I descend.
Is it any wonder
that we see Hell
deep within the Earth,
dark, but bright with fire,
hot, but cold without
any hope of a warm
embrace, a human smile
to match. It is hard to believe
that I longed for this life,
desiring nothing more
than following the family
into the mines. The men
on my crew all hate
having a woman
in the shaft. I’m bad luck,
an accident just waiting around
the corner, five minutes
before break. St. Piran,
you were held by the tin miners
of Cornwall in their hearts;
I too will whisper your name
in prayer rather than naming
my daily fears. Please silence
my fears and watch over me
in all my comings
and goings, the time
above and below,
returning to the light.
My prayers to you
calm the dust-filled minutes,
hours and days,
the changing shifts,
the shifting earth.

Raised in a mill town on Lake Michigan in Michigan’s Upper Peninsula, John Peter Beck is a professor in the labor education program at Michigan State University where he co-directs a program that focuses on labor history and the culture of the workplace, Our Daily Work/Our Daily Lives. His poetry has been published in a number of journals including The Seattle Review, Another Chicago Magazine, The Louisville Review and Passages North among others.

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