BAZ
People don’t believe in faeries anymore
There are exceptions, but they are few
It’s just been–
Line?
Right, it’s just been hard
Since you’ve left
Daddy’s gone
End of play. Actors take their bows. They exit to
their dressing rooms, ad libbing getting out of
costume and makeup in the dark.
BAZ
The lights on the mirrors have long since burst
Since August 27th, 1967
BAZ squints, looking at the mirror through the
hazy black.
BAZ
In the reflection, I can almost pretend it’s you, not me
What an honor, what a horror
What a privilege to live fifty years on from your passing
And still believe I know you
BAZ walks back out to the empty stage, alone.
BAZ
I still believe in the Faeries
In getting a compound
A safe haven for the queers
Perhaps it’s idealistic to hope in this life
You wouldn’t need to martyr yourself to get your flowers
But hey, you were a visionary, too
The ghost light burns, illuminating BAZ’s face.
BAZ
I’ve been cast in this role
To carry on your legacy
To miss you, to cry for you whenever I’m given the chance
To hold onto the belief that the world was your stage
That you created magic out of sheer will
The Emperor, commanding
The ghost light flickers.
BAZ
With this gift, I am still driven by your will
Till death do me part
Blackout.

As Baz maps his life experiences onto those of Brian Epstein, readers are invited to be cast as himself in this play-poem.

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