Spam every day with that area code, the one with teeth.
Fool me once, twice, forever, it’s okay, I’ll be your fool, but our kind has a currency:
something familiar.
The trick will work if you tell me
who I was before.
I’ll take it from almost any mouth,
listen to any cruelty.
Say you were thinking of me when and you could sell me anything.
Alas, fool fooled, again I answer to the sound of a sweet machine voice
inquiring about my car warranty.
I have no car! No crush, nowhere to drive to, nothing
but the loneliness of afternoon swelling into something more sinister.
You know what I mean? That strange house you see when you look over your shoulder?
How memories can feel like a hallway.
And it seems like it should be easy to open the door!
But who did this? Tied my hands behind me?
It is all I can to do kneel at the welcome mat and fall forward,
lay my face down where I once wiped my feet.

Alli is a writer and video producer in Brooklyn

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